Carpe Noctem

dance with me under the stars

Guys are fucking idiots
i wish u were here
Guys are such fucking idiots

It's times like these that i wish i could be a lesbian, at least i would understand what the hell the other one is thinking.

Death in the Family
i wish u were here
so for those of you who don't know or haven't heard, my stepdad died last Monday. It was a pretty rough week and i cannot express all the thanks and love i have for my friends. They were there to cry for me when i couldn't, to make me smile when it was hard to, and to just be there as my silent support when the rest of my family couldn't.

I think the thing i'm most thankfull for is the fact that he got to see me all dressed up for prom two days before, he told me i looked beautiful. I have a picture of us from that day tacked on to my corkboard on my wall.

I know he's still around, i feel him every now and then, and i talk to him occasionally. I know that most people would think i'm crazy or something, but i just know he isn't really gone.

This next year will have it's rough moments, but i know i'll make it through.

Last Friday of Spring Break
suicidal bunny

Right, so i didn't have a bunch of strange boys over at my house on Friday. Which was really sad considering i spent 2 hours baking those boys cookies, but what ever.

Anyways, hippiemoose  had a really rough day on Friday, and i mean REALLY. it started with the arrival of something not pleasant, then headed towards her hitting my pie safe, slipping off the top bunk and hitting her hip, eating to fast (almost puking), falling into a ditch, almost stepping into pizza, and the grand finale of not being able to chill with her bf.

I will say my Friday was a lot better, i got to hang out with one of my close friends, Ryan, for pretty much the whole day. It was really fun.

Sooooo, i have to go to his prom this Saturday and i'm trying really hard not to freak myself out. It makes me feel bad that i'm not as excited for it as he is, but on the other hand i'm really looking forward to my prom in which i asked him to be my date. how fucked up is that?

I'm really upset that i don't get the CW channel, pisses me off cause i really want to watch Supernatural but nooooooooo my thing has to be gay and deny me the pleasure of watching the show. fml right there

one more month of school

i wish u were here
So i've been watching Supernatural for awhile now, and i have to say i friggen adore the show.

I haven't seen anything fromt he recent season but i'm going to go hunt it down and watch it because i want to know how the boys end the apocolypse.

That and i just want to see Castiel again, the guy has kind of grown on me. He ranks up there with the boys, not gonna lie. I wonder if Sam manages to get off the demon blood?

See? this is why i need to find the next season and just watch it.

I am a Supernatural fan, and i'm proud of it.

P.S. i'm going to have a bunch of strange boys over at my house tomorrow, Skies Alive to be exact. tell you more later.

oh dang
i wish u were here

1. If you're on my friends list, I want to know 35 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine.
2. Comment here with your answers and repost the questionnaire on your own journal.

01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.
09) Worst Habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite sport?
12) Do you have a Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What color eyes do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out at?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe/appreciate romance?
33) Favourite and least favourite food?
34) Do you believe in God?
35) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?


Life update
Brendon Urie and Spencer
alrighty, so a couple of weeks ago the guy i liked and i confessed that we liked eachother. One problem though, he's still dating his gf and we're both kind of waiting on jumping into a relationship untill he gets his shit together. He has this problem where he always ends up likeing some other girl while dating, and he says i diserve better then that. I agree, but it's a really good thing that i can wait. Plus, he still has a thing for his bitch of an ex. So things are interesting on that front.

All next week i have a 2 and a half hour delays because we have OGT's, for which i am very excited.

Aaaaaand, i'm writing a new fic that was inspired by Empires "Hello Lover". So here's a short summary of it. Sean Van Vleet and Spencer Smith were together and were planning on getting married when Sean came back from his trip over seas for his job. Well some his plane crashes in a storm and he is presumed dead. 5 years later Sean comes back to find Spencer married to Danny Stevens and has three kids.
The rest you'll have to find out when you read the story lol.

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Just a Bit of Advice (I'm No Angel Kid)
i wish u were here

Title: Just a Bit of Advice (I'm No Angel Kid)
Author: myownoddworld 
Pairings: Sean Van Vleet/Tom Conrad, Danny Stevens/Pat Brown
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: Sadly i don't own any of this
Summary: Danny has been around for a couple thousand years, one day he gets stuck with the job of looking after a kid named Sean.
Author's note: any and all mistakes are my own, so i'm sorry if it has bad grammar.


I've never been called an angel on someone's shoulderCollapse )


And life goes on
Ray of fucking sunshine

First off, i would like to say that my birthday is in 3 months, HURRAY FOR ME!

lol okay, onto other news. so this guy i like, still likes his ex girlfriend. Even though he hates her guts, he still "loves" her. It makes me want to bash my head up against a wall. He complains about his sucky relationships, but he doesn't seem to notice me. I know i'm his bestfriend, and that if we did date it could possibly screw everything to hell and back, and i'm trying to respect that. The thing that gets me, is that all my friends that are friends with him too, say that he does indeed like me. I want proof of this, but they don't have any. So i've slightly decided to shove it back in it's little box and leave it there, it isn't doing me any good and it's only making things weird and upsetting for me. It's probably a bad plan, but it's the only one i'm willing to put into action.

Other then that, apparently Skies Alive's coming to my town to play, and i know the reason why *gives Jonnie a look*. The manager totally has the hots for hippiemoose , but at the same time i have this bad feeling about the whole thing. So who knows, we shall see right?

Anybody have a clue on when Panic!'s new CD is coming out?

Mark Rose and our arguments
slightly sarcastic
so i just went to an AWESOME concert at Frankies in Toledo.

Mark's face was hilarious when he opened the present Jonnie and I had gotten him for his birthday. I still can't believe he thought he was getting a dinasour. Anyways, we had an awesome debate over if he was considered old or not, and i learned some random trivia stuff on the Muppets. 

He really needs to work on not creeping on people, the whole looming over me and stuff was kind of scary. Granted, he didn't mean for it to be creepy. lol but he gives great hugs.

lol okay, yea uber excited about that, aaaaand

yes, i did just smell that poster. lol

The Olympics starts today! just made my day
Brendon beating Spencer
i feel kind of weird talking to some strange person online. you know, the whole "don't talk to strangers" thing.
It is nice though, cause they have no clue. holy shit! totally just chatted someone up from Ohio. The chances of them actually knowing me are slim, but who knoooows.

i'm going to laugh if it was Jonnie.

O.o awkward, i just had someone ask me what my wildest sex dream was. Not sure if that is a good thing or a bad thing. hmm well hers is having sex with multiple females, 3 to be exact. this is the strangest conversation i've ever had. oh and she had sex with a midget cause she was hot.

and apparently i killed some persons Nan. has offically just made my day even better.
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